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The Rest is Silence: Chapter 3
Laurence emptied his lungs with a heavy sigh as he looked around his barren room. The wooden floor and faded Victorian damask wallpaper had been his constant companions since he was a child. Now it was time to leave them behind. All his belongings had been packed into two ancient leather duffle bags and a ski bag. The two duffles had helped to grow Danes Enterprises from a small company to its present multi-billion dollar entity. They had come from Morocco with his father when he emigrated to this country and were battered from years of international business meetings. Though presently out of fashion and decrepit, in their hayday, they had helped his dad earn a place amongst Mr. Daneโs closest advisors. Laurence was blessed to have them and whatever residue of luck or wisdom they might rub off onto him. He swished his รฉpรฉe then slid it into the ski bag with the rest of his fencing equipment and zipped it up.
โSeriously?โ His sister shouted from across the hall. โYouโre just going to do her dirty like that?โ Absent in the Springโs dramatic music swelled and drifted into Laurenceโs room with Ophรฉlieโs ire.
โOphรฉlie!โ Laurenceโs voice bounced around his hollow room, startling him and hurting his ears.
โOphรฉlie! Turn it down!โ He yelled again, cringing against the echo.
โWhat?โ Her reply came back as a rumbling growl. โIโm busy. What do you want?โ
โFine,โ Laurence whispered to himself as he closed the door.
The full-length mirror attached to it reflected a near stranger. He ran his hands through his shaggy hair. Last week would have been the right time for a trim. With his collar popped and his teal and grey plaid tie hanging about his neck undone, he felt like a millennial prep-schooler. Even his standard purple vest seemed foreign.
โYouโre not the intern anymore. Youโre in charge of the Paris project.โ His slouching reflection stared back at him with wide eyes.
โConfidence, Laurence.โ He lined up the thinner point of his tie with the sixth button down from his collar and began to wrap the wider end around it.
The door swung open. A quick block by Laurenceโs elbow saved his face and took the full force of Ophรฉlieโs entrance.
โPutain!โ He growled through gritted teeth.
โWhat?โ Ophรฉlie demanded as she peaked into the room from behind the door.
โYou hit me with the damn door!โ He dropped his half-tied tie to rub his elbow.
Then he noticed her make-up. One of her eyes was gently encircled in smudges of pink and green shadow while the other was naked tan skin. He sputtered, trying to hold in a laugh that was a mix of ridicule and ulnar nerve pain.
โI wanted to say bye.โ Tiny buzzes shot through his arm and fingers as he bent and unbent his elbow.
โSorry.โ Her previous gruffness had gone, and her voice was quiet and sincere. Almost timid. She took his tie in her hands. She adjusted the length and began to wrap one end around the other. โYouโre leaving now? What about the party tonight?โ
โDamn!โ The Friday night party at the Daneโs mansion! Laurence had completely forgotten it was Friday. โMy stuffโs already packed, and my flight leaves in a few hours.โ
โA bag of swords and two bags of ties.โ Her voice was flat as she clamped the knot with one nimble green-clawed hand and wove the other side through it.
โYou know, youโre supposed to do both sides at the same time?โ Smirking, he pointed at her multi-coloured eye.
Laurence braced himself for the scowl and retort.
She grinned and tucked the tieโs tale under his collar.
โI didnโt expect you to go so soon. I was hoping to wingman for you tonight.โ
โIt all happened pretty fast. Mr. Danes made all the arrangements before the meeting was even done.โ He stood up straight and closed the door to see the mirror. Despite his messy hair, his posture and the woven square of his tie knot exuded confidence. โWhatโs this one?โ
โItโs called the Truelove knot.โ
โI like it.โ His smile broadened as he tucked it behind his vest. โMr. Danes was pretty enthusiastic about me.โ
โWeird.โ She sat down on Laurenceโs bare mattress next to his bags. โEnthusiastic about you?โ
โHilarious.โ Only about half-amused, he honoured her joke with a brief scowl before turning back to the stranger in the mirror. Stand up straight. Keep your hands out of your pockets. Get a haircut as soon as you land. Be confident.
โYou nervous?โ
He looked at his baby sister. She stared at him, her fingers danced absently braiding her long black hair. She always had to be doing something with her hands. It was her nervous tick.
Be confident for her. He had earned this.
โNot really.โ Laurence lied. โYouโll call me while Iโm there, right?โ
She arched an eyebrow at Laurence. โYeah. I mean. Why wouldnโt I?โ
โBecause youโve been distracted lately.โ
Her hands stopped braiding and came to a rest in her lap. She seemed to know where he was going with this and was already on the defense.
Laurence tried to make his next words sound off-handed. โWith Hamilton.โ
She narrowed her eyes. The mismatched make-up should have looked humorous. It didnโt. A glittering green and pink rapier paired with a brown dagger threatened an attack.
Holding his own metaphorical sword at the ready, he spoke softly but frankly. โYouโre doing yourself up for the party tonight.โ He attacked. โTo impress him.โ
Ophรฉlieโs smiling slow exhale was a blade-shattering parry.
He clenched his jaw and loosened his tie. โDonโt try too hard to make somebody like you. Eventually theyโre going to fall out of love.โ
โJust because thatโs what happened with you and Frank doesnโt mean –โ
Her blade pushed through his heart.
โDonโt say his name.โ He whispered, defeated. She was right. Who was he to give this kind of advice? He was a loser when it came to relationships.
And maybe everything else, too.
No. Stop the spiral. Confidence. Inhale. He remembered his last fencing tournament. A parry, a side-step, and a masterful thrust to his opponentโs chest. A grey-haired woman placed a gold medal around his neck. Exhale. Inhale. He imagined his future self smiling, standing tall to his full height, before a large collection of French businessmen. Exhale. Inhale.
โYou donโt know Hamilton,โ Ophรฉlie interrupted.
โI grew up with him.โ
โYou didnโt. You saw him at fencing tournaments and summer work functions with Dad. You have no idea who he is.โ
โI know heโs not like other guys.โ
โBecause heโs deaf?โ She popped her tongue and crossed her arms.
He tried to laugh at the absurd accusation, but the passion in her eyes and the lingering memory of his failed relationship chased away any hint of feigned humour. โBecause he is the heir to a huge fortune. He doesnโt have the same freedom as working people. Not like I have. Certainly not like you have. In the end, he will have to marry somebody of his own station.โ
Her fingers flickered rhythmically counting to ten. Ophรฉlie took a breath and spoke with closed eyes. โThanks for your wisdom, Dr. Paulard.โ
In this moment of calm, Laurence saw that pink and green eyeshadow smudges were actually elaborate knotwork. She was a damn good artist, and he was going to miss her.
โThen I will pray that he treats you well.โ His smile cloaked his watering eyes.
For a moment, neither of them said anything. Ophรฉlie breathed rhythmically with her eyes closed. Laurence turned back to his reflection.
โIโll be careful.โ Her voice pierced the silence. โBut you have to promise to actually come home.โ
โYouโre worried that Iโll meet the love of my life there or something? Weโve already established how terrible I am at relationships.โ Laurence rolled his eyes and stifled a chuckle. โIโm not going to France to play.โ
She had reason. While he was terrible with relationships, hooking up came naturally. He had once extended a trip abroad to spend a week with a woman in Nantes. Sarah? Solange? Soleil. Laurence wasnโt a student anymore. This time, he had to be focused. He needed this job, and he had a lot to prove. His father was ageing, and his memory wasnโt what it used to be. Ophรฉlie was used to a certain standard of living. Who would take care of her after their dad had to quit working? Laurence could not let himself be distracted. Focus. Be focused.
โLaurence!โ His dadโs warbling voice echoed from downstairs. โYour car is here.โ
โPutain.โ
โCome down, Laurence!โ
โIโm coming!โ He shouted to his father. โI just need to finish up here really quick.โ
Laurence made sure all his bags were zipped closed. When he was satisfied that they were secure, he tucked one duffle under his arm and held the other in his hand. He hoisted the bag of swords into his other hand.
โStop.โ Ophรฉlie commanded. She took the duffle from under his arm. โYouโre going to fall down the stairs and die.โ
โThanks.โ
โNo problem. You go down. Iโll meet you down there in a minute.โ Ophรฉlie turned away from him and disappeared into her own room with his bag.
At the bottom of the stairs, a chilly wind whistled through the opened stained glass door. His dad stood before it with a wide grin. Laurence put his bags down, careful not to damage his swords.
โMarc,โ his father called out to the driver. โPlease come collect the luggage.โ
Marc emerged through the door and bowed to Laurence and his father. โGood afternoon, Laurence. Are you ready for your trip?โ
โI hope so, Marc.โ Laurence laughed. โIโm looking forward to finding out.โ
Marc smiled politely as he took Laurenceโs luggage and slipped back outside.
โLaurence.โ His fatherโs voice almost broke. With a smile, he cleared his throat and continued. โYou are ready.โ
His dad had always had an uncanny ability to know exactly what to say. After single-handedly raising him and his sister for the past twenty years, he seemed to know his children better than they knew themselves. If his father said he was ready, he was ready. He grinned and nodded. He forced his smile to stand its ground, as he realised his Dad wouldnโt be around for another twenty.
Blessedly, his dad continued before Laurence could fall into that spiral. โI was about your age when I first started working for Mr. Danes. It was a smaller company then. I was new to the country, and I worked for scraps. But I worked hard. And I helped turn the company into what it is today. Do you know what happened on my first international trip after teaming up with Mr. Danes?โ
โI do.โ
โIโve told this story before?โ
Laurence nodded.
His dad grunted and mumbled something Laurence couldnโt quite hear. He spoke up, โbut as long as I live, Iโll never forget the advice my father gave to me before I took my first out-of-town job.โ
โIโm listening.โ Though Laurence had heard his grandfatherโs advice a dozen times, he needed to hear it again before he left.
โBe nice.โ He began. โAnd donโt judge people too quickly. Keep your friends close. Forget your enemies. Talk less. Listen more.โ
As if to demonstrate, he stopped speaking and looked into Laurenceโs eyes.
โDonโt start fights,โ he continued. โFinish them.โ
โThatโs great advice, Dad. Thank you.โ Be confident. Be focused. Be nice. Be strong.
โIโm not done.โ
That was new. Usually his fatherly advice ended with finishing fights. Laurence leaned in, listening carefully for this new piece of wisdom.
โVestis facit virum.โ
As if getting physically closer might make his dadโs words make any more sense, he craned his neck even further toward his mentor. โWhat?โ
โVestis. Facit. Virum.โ
Laurence stood up straight and shook his head. โMy Latin is a little rusty. Actually, I donโt know a single word of Latin. What is that?โ
โClothes make the man.โ
His dad turned away and with a gnarled hand picked a garment bag off the coat rack behind him and handed it to Laurence.
โWhatโs this?โ
โAn essential for Paris.โ
Laurence unzipped the bag and revealed a charcoal grey suit.
He took the coat off the wooden hanger and slid it on. The plum-coloured silk lining caressed his skin and embraced him like a warm hug. It fit perfectly.
โThis must have cost a fortune.โ
โIt did. But youโre going to Paris.โ
โYeah. As of about four hours ago. How did you get this tailored so fast?โ
โI had this made some time ago.I knew youโd need it soon.โ His father winked and eyed Laurenceโs messy hair. โYouโre a good businessman. You need to start investing in your appearance.โ
Laurence drew in a breath, preparing his reply.
โAnd itโs time to retire that purple vest.โ He raised his lip in a feigned snarl.
A car horn sounded from the road outside. โI guess Marc is getting impatient. I should get going.โ
โWait!โ With Laurenceโs bag clutched to her chest, Ophรฉlie skipped down the stairs, her high heeled shoes tapped and rumbled against the ancient wooden steps.
She stopped on the last step. โCome get your bag.โ
Laurence obliged and walked over to her. The stair gave her enough extra height that she was almost as tall as he was.
She leaned in and kissed Laurence once on each cheek. โIโll miss you at the party tonight.โ
โYeah. Iโll get to one really soon though. Then you can paint my face up like yours.โ
Ophรฉlie raised an eyebrow. She didnโt laugh. โLetโs do it. You wonโt be able to keep the bachelors off of you with a little bit of guyliner.โ
โYouโre always my best wingman. But please remember what I said.โ
She tensed visibly. Laurence heard her teeth grinding. Apparently so had their dad. His memory was going, not his hearing.
He rested a knobby hand on his daughterโs shoulder and studied her mismatched eyes. โWhat did he say to you?โ
โJust something about Hamilton.โ
He nodded, patting Ophรฉlieโs loose braid. โI heard the two of you have been seeing a lot of each other lately. Alone. Youโve got to be careful, Ophรฉlie.โ
He was unaffected by Ophรฉlieโs glares.
She turned her eyes away from his unblinking stare.
โWe are not like them.โ Dad continued. โWe have to maintain our outward show of class. We are already judged for so many things. We have to be careful.โ
Nobody spoke for a moment.
โWhy havenโt you told me whatโs going on, Ophรฉlie?โ His voice rose in sincerity. It dripped with sweetness. โYou used to tell your old dad everything.โ
She looked at her feet and spoke softly. โI donโt know. Heโs just been really nice to me lately. We like each other.โ
Laurence cringed.
His father nodded and clasped his hands casually behind his back. โI see. And you believe him when he says he loves you?โ
She looked at Laurence. Her eyes again piercing into him with silent curses. โI donโt know what I believe, Dad.โ Hands flicking, she signed something. Laurence didnโt understand all of it. He recognised the letters U and C though.
โThen youโre being childish. You do know what you believe. Iโve raised you better than this.โ
โDad, heโs never been rough or rude. Heโs very kind, and he promised–โ
โPromised?โ Their dad questioned pragmatically. He never raised his voice. Not even in fits of extreme rage. Instead, he spoke so low that Laurence strained to hear him. โNever believe the promises of men.โ
Where was that advice three months ago?
Laurence trembled. Even though his dadโs anger was not directed at him, he still felt it. Guilt settled into the pit of his stomach. He had just wanted his sister to be careful, but now she had to bear the full force of their dadโs quiet rage.
โOphรฉlie, my dear. You shouldnโt spend so much time with him. Place more value in yourself, and donโt believe silly promises.โ
โOf course, father. Thank you.โ Defeated, she sat down on the stairs and combed her hands through her hair, unbraiding it.
Their dad seemed to be satisfied with her response. He nodded curtly and turned his attention back to Laurence.
Marc honked again.
โI guess I should get going. Thank you, Dad.โ
He bowed his head to his father. With a kiss on the top of his head, his dad gave him his blessing.
โJust be yourself. Go with God, my son.โ
Laurence couldnโt hide the smile that spread across his face. It was finally happening. He was headed to Paris to take lead on a high stakes business venture. He put his new suit jacket back into its bag and draped it over his arm.
Confident. Focused. Nice. Strong.
A lump formed in his throat. He was ready to lead. He wasnโt ready to leave.
The wizened old man before him had cared for him, trained him, and prepared him for this exact moment. Laurence inhaled, filling his lungs with the scent of the old wooden house and his sisterโs heavy perfume.
He exhaled.
Confident. Focused. Nice. Strong.
He looked at his family. His father looked smug, grinning at him. Ophรฉlieโs lips curled into a half smile.
New suit in one hand, duffel in the other, he walked through the door into the crisp Elsinore air.
โLetโs go to Paris.โ