The Rest is Silence: Chapter 3


Laurence emptied his lungs with a heavy sigh as he looked around his barren room. The wooden floor and faded Victorian damask wallpaper had been his constant companions since he was a child. Now it was time to leave them behind. All his belongings had been packed into two ancient leather duffle bags and a ski bag. The two duffles had helped to grow Danes Enterprises from a small company to its present multi-billion dollar entity. They had come from Morocco with his father when he emigrated to this country and were battered from years of international business meetings. Though presently out of fashion and decrepit, in their hayday, they had helped his dad earn a place amongst Mr. Daneโ€™s closest advisors. Laurence was blessed to have them and whatever residue of luck or wisdom they might rub off onto him. He swished his รฉpรฉe then slid it into the ski bag with the rest of his fencing equipment and zipped it up.

โ€œSeriously?โ€ His sister shouted from across the hall. โ€œYouโ€™re just going to do her dirty like that?โ€ Absent in the Springโ€™s dramatic music swelled and drifted into Laurenceโ€™s room with Ophรฉlieโ€™s ire.

โ€œOphรฉlie!โ€ Laurenceโ€™s voice bounced around his hollow room, startling him and hurting his ears.

โ€œOphรฉlie! Turn it down!โ€ He yelled again, cringing against the echo.

โ€œWhat?โ€ Her reply came back as a rumbling growl. โ€œIโ€™m busy. What do you want?โ€

โ€œFine,โ€ Laurence whispered to himself as he closed the door.

The full-length mirror attached to it reflected a near stranger. He ran his hands through his shaggy hair. Last week would have been the right time for a trim. With his collar popped and his teal and grey plaid tie hanging about his neck undone, he felt like a millennial prep-schooler. Even his standard purple vest seemed foreign.

โ€œYouโ€™re not the intern anymore. Youโ€™re in charge of the Paris project.โ€ His slouching reflection stared back at him with wide eyes.

โ€œConfidence, Laurence.โ€ He lined up the thinner point of his tie with the sixth button down from his collar and began to wrap the wider end around it.

The door swung open. A quick block by Laurenceโ€™s elbow saved his face and took the full force of Ophรฉlieโ€™s entrance.

โ€œPutain!โ€ He growled through gritted teeth.

โ€œWhat?โ€ Ophรฉlie demanded as she peaked into the room from behind the door.

โ€œYou hit me with the damn door!โ€ He dropped his half-tied tie to rub his elbow.

Then he noticed her make-up. One of her eyes was gently encircled in smudges of pink and green shadow while the other was naked tan skin. He sputtered, trying to hold in a laugh that was a mix of ridicule and ulnar nerve pain.

โ€œI wanted to say bye.โ€ Tiny buzzes shot through his arm and fingers as he bent and unbent his elbow.

โ€œSorry.โ€ Her previous gruffness had gone, and her voice was quiet and sincere. Almost timid. She took his tie in her hands. She adjusted the length and began to wrap one end around the other. โ€œYouโ€™re leaving now? What about the party tonight?โ€

โ€œDamn!โ€ The Friday night party at the Daneโ€™s mansion! Laurence had completely forgotten it was Friday. โ€œMy stuffโ€™s already packed, and my flight leaves in a few hours.โ€

โ€œA bag of swords and two bags of ties.โ€ Her voice was flat as she clamped the knot with one nimble green-clawed hand and wove the other side through it.

โ€œYou know, youโ€™re supposed to do both sides at the same time?โ€ Smirking, he pointed at her multi-coloured eye.

Laurence braced himself for the scowl and retort.

She grinned and tucked the tieโ€™s tale under his collar.

โ€œI didnโ€™t expect you to go so soon. I was hoping to wingman for you tonight.โ€

โ€œIt all happened pretty fast. Mr. Danes made all the arrangements before the meeting was even done.โ€ He stood up straight and closed the door to see the mirror. Despite his messy hair, his posture and the woven square of his tie knot exuded confidence. โ€œWhatโ€™s this one?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s called the Truelove knot.โ€

โ€œI like it.โ€ His smile broadened as he tucked it behind his vest. โ€œMr. Danes was pretty enthusiastic about me.โ€

โ€œWeird.โ€ She sat down on Laurenceโ€™s bare mattress next to his bags. โ€œEnthusiastic about you?โ€

โ€œHilarious.โ€ Only about half-amused, he honoured her joke with a brief scowl before turning back to the stranger in the mirror. Stand up straight. Keep your hands out of your pockets. Get a haircut as soon as you land. Be confident.

โ€œYou nervous?โ€

He looked at his baby sister. She stared at him, her fingers danced absently braiding her long black hair. She always had to be doing something with her hands. It was her nervous tick.

Be confident for her. He had earned this.

โ€œNot really.โ€ Laurence lied. โ€œYouโ€™ll call me while Iโ€™m there, right?โ€

She arched an eyebrow at Laurence. โ€œYeah. I mean. Why wouldnโ€™t I?โ€

โ€œBecause youโ€™ve been distracted lately.โ€

Her hands stopped braiding and came to a rest in her lap. She seemed to know where he was going with this and was already on the defense.

Laurence tried to make his next words sound off-handed. โ€œWith Hamilton.โ€

She narrowed her eyes. The mismatched make-up should have looked humorous. It didnโ€™t. A glittering green and pink rapier paired with a brown dagger threatened an attack.

Holding his own metaphorical sword at the ready, he spoke softly but frankly. โ€œYouโ€™re doing yourself up for the party tonight.โ€ He attacked. โ€œTo impress him.โ€

Ophรฉlieโ€™s smiling slow exhale was a blade-shattering parry.

He clenched his jaw and loosened his tie. โ€œDonโ€™t try too hard to make somebody like you. Eventually theyโ€™re going to fall out of love.โ€

โ€œJust because thatโ€™s what happened with you and Frank doesnโ€™t mean –โ€

Her blade pushed through his heart.

โ€œDonโ€™t say his name.โ€ He whispered, defeated. She was right. Who was he to give this kind of advice? He was a loser when it came to relationships.

And maybe everything else, too.

No. Stop the spiral. Confidence. Inhale. He remembered his last fencing tournament. A parry, a side-step, and a masterful thrust to his opponentโ€™s chest. A grey-haired woman placed a gold medal around his neck. Exhale. Inhale. He imagined his future self smiling, standing tall to his full height, before a large collection of French businessmen. Exhale. Inhale.

โ€œYou donโ€™t know Hamilton,โ€ Ophรฉlie interrupted.

โ€œI grew up with him.โ€

โ€œYou didnโ€™t. You saw him at fencing tournaments and summer work functions with Dad. You have no idea who he is.โ€

โ€œI know heโ€™s not like other guys.โ€

โ€œBecause heโ€™s deaf?โ€ She popped her tongue and crossed her arms.

He tried to laugh at the absurd accusation, but the passion in her eyes and the lingering memory of his failed relationship chased away any hint of feigned humour. โ€œBecause he is the heir to a huge fortune. He doesnโ€™t have the same freedom as working people. Not like I have. Certainly not like you have. In the end, he will have to marry somebody of his own station.โ€

Her fingers flickered rhythmically counting to ten. Ophรฉlie took a breath and spoke with closed eyes. โ€œThanks for your wisdom, Dr. Paulard.โ€ 

In this moment of calm, Laurence saw that pink and green eyeshadow smudges were actually elaborate knotwork. She was a damn good artist, and he was going to miss her.

โ€œThen I will pray that he treats you well.โ€ His smile cloaked his watering eyes.

For a moment, neither of them said anything. Ophรฉlie breathed rhythmically with her eyes closed. Laurence turned back to his reflection.

โ€œIโ€™ll be careful.โ€ Her voice pierced the silence. โ€œBut you have to promise to actually come home.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re worried that Iโ€™ll meet the love of my life there or something? Weโ€™ve already established how terrible I am at relationships.โ€ Laurence rolled his eyes and stifled a chuckle. โ€œIโ€™m not going to France to play.โ€

She had reason. While he was terrible with relationships, hooking up came naturally. He had once extended a trip abroad to spend a week with a woman in Nantes. Sarah? Solange? Soleil. Laurence wasnโ€™t a student anymore. This time, he had to be focused. He needed this job, and he had a lot to prove. His father was ageing, and his memory wasnโ€™t what it used to be. Ophรฉlie was used to a certain standard of living. Who would take care of her after their dad had to quit working? Laurence could not let himself be distracted. Focus. Be focused.

โ€œLaurence!โ€ His dadโ€™s warbling voice echoed from downstairs. โ€œYour car is here.โ€

โ€œPutain.โ€

โ€œCome down, Laurence!โ€

โ€œIโ€™m coming!โ€ He shouted to his father. โ€œI just need to finish up here really quick.โ€

Laurence made sure all his bags were zipped closed.  When he was satisfied that they were secure, he tucked one duffle under his arm and held the other in his hand. He hoisted the bag of swords into his other hand.

โ€œStop.โ€ Ophรฉlie commanded. She took the duffle from under his arm. โ€œYouโ€™re going to fall down the stairs and die.โ€

โ€œThanks.โ€

โ€œNo problem. You go down. Iโ€™ll meet you down there in a minute.โ€ Ophรฉlie turned away from him and disappeared into her own room with his bag.

At the bottom of the stairs, a chilly wind whistled through the opened stained glass door. His dad stood before it with a wide grin. Laurence put his bags down, careful not to damage his swords. 

โ€œMarc,โ€ his father called out to the driver. โ€œPlease come collect the luggage.โ€

Marc emerged through the door and bowed to Laurence and his father. โ€œGood afternoon, Laurence. Are you ready for your trip?โ€

โ€œI hope so, Marc.โ€ Laurence laughed. โ€œIโ€™m looking forward to finding out.โ€

Marc smiled politely as he took Laurenceโ€™s luggage and slipped back outside.

โ€œLaurence.โ€ His fatherโ€™s voice almost broke. With a smile, he cleared his throat and continued. โ€œYou are ready.โ€

His dad had always had an uncanny ability to know exactly what to say. After single-handedly raising him and his sister for the past twenty years, he seemed to know his children better than they knew themselves. If his father said he was ready, he was ready. He grinned and nodded. He forced his smile to stand its ground, as he realised his Dad wouldnโ€™t be around for another twenty.

Blessedly, his dad continued before Laurence could fall into that spiral. โ€œI was about your age when I first started working for Mr. Danes. It was a smaller company then. I was new to the country, and I worked for scraps. But I worked hard. And I helped turn the company into what it is today. Do you know what happened on my first international trip after teaming up with Mr. Danes?โ€

โ€œI do.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve told this story before?โ€

Laurence nodded.

His dad grunted and mumbled something Laurence couldnโ€™t quite hear. He spoke up, โ€œbut as long as I live, Iโ€™ll never forget the advice my father gave to me before I took my first out-of-town job.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m listening.โ€ Though Laurence had heard his grandfatherโ€™s advice a dozen times, he needed to hear it again before he left.

โ€œBe nice.โ€ He began. โ€œAnd donโ€™t judge people too quickly. Keep your friends close. Forget your enemies. Talk less. Listen more.โ€

As if to demonstrate, he stopped speaking and looked into Laurenceโ€™s eyes.

โ€œDonโ€™t start fights,โ€ he continued. โ€œFinish them.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s great advice, Dad. Thank you.โ€ Be confident. Be focused. Be nice. Be strong.

โ€œIโ€™m not done.โ€

That was new. Usually his fatherly advice ended with finishing fights. Laurence leaned in, listening carefully for this new piece of wisdom.

โ€œVestis facit virum.โ€

As if getting physically closer might make his dadโ€™s words make any more sense, he craned his neck even further toward his mentor. โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œVestis. Facit. Virum.โ€

Laurence stood up straight and shook his head. โ€œMy Latin is a little rusty. Actually, I donโ€™t know a single word of Latin. What is that?โ€

โ€œClothes make the man.โ€

His dad turned away and with a gnarled hand picked a garment bag off the coat rack behind him and handed it to Laurence.

โ€œWhatโ€™s this?โ€

โ€œAn essential for Paris.โ€

Laurence unzipped the bag and revealed a charcoal grey suit.

He took the coat off the wooden hanger and slid it on. The plum-coloured silk lining caressed his skin and embraced him like a warm hug. It fit perfectly.

โ€œThis must have cost a fortune.โ€

โ€œIt did. But youโ€™re going to Paris.โ€

โ€œYeah. As of about four hours ago. How did you get this tailored so fast?โ€

โ€œI had this made some time ago.I knew youโ€™d need it soon.โ€ His father winked and eyed Laurenceโ€™s messy hair. โ€œYouโ€™re a good businessman. You need to start investing in your appearance.โ€ 

Laurence drew in a breath, preparing his reply.

โ€œAnd itโ€™s time to retire that purple vest.โ€ He raised his lip in a feigned snarl.

A car horn sounded from the road outside. โ€œI guess Marc is getting impatient. I should get going.โ€

โ€œWait!โ€ With Laurenceโ€™s bag clutched to her chest, Ophรฉlie skipped down the stairs, her high heeled shoes tapped and rumbled against the ancient wooden steps.

She stopped on the last step. โ€œCome get your bag.โ€

Laurence obliged and walked over to her. The stair gave her enough extra height that she was almost as tall as he was.

She leaned in and kissed Laurence once on each cheek. โ€œIโ€™ll miss you at the party tonight.โ€

โ€œYeah. Iโ€™ll get to one really soon though. Then you can paint my face up like yours.โ€

Ophรฉlie raised an eyebrow. She didnโ€™t laugh. โ€œLetโ€™s do it. You wonโ€™t be able to keep the bachelors off of you with a little bit of guyliner.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re always my best wingman. But please remember what I said.โ€

She tensed visibly. Laurence heard her teeth grinding. Apparently so had their dad. His memory was going, not his hearing.

He rested a knobby hand on his daughterโ€™s shoulder and studied her mismatched eyes. โ€œWhat did he say to you?โ€

โ€œJust something about Hamilton.โ€

He nodded, patting Ophรฉlieโ€™s loose braid. โ€œI heard the two of you have been seeing a lot of each other lately. Alone. Youโ€™ve got to be careful, Ophรฉlie.โ€

He was unaffected by Ophรฉlieโ€™s glares.

She turned her eyes away from his unblinking stare.

โ€œWe are not like them.โ€ Dad continued. โ€œWe have to maintain our outward show of class. We are already judged for so many things. We have to be careful.โ€

Nobody spoke for a moment.

โ€œWhy havenโ€™t you told me whatโ€™s going on, Ophรฉlie?โ€ His voice rose in sincerity. It dripped with sweetness. โ€œYou used to tell your old dad everything.โ€

She looked at her feet and spoke softly. โ€œI donโ€™t know. Heโ€™s just been really nice to me lately. We like each other.โ€

Laurence cringed.

His father nodded and clasped his hands casually behind his back. โ€œI see. And you believe him when he says he loves you?โ€

She looked at Laurence. Her eyes again piercing into him with silent curses. โ€œI donโ€™t know what I believe, Dad.โ€ Hands flicking, she signed something. Laurence didnโ€™t understand all of it. He recognised the letters U and C though.

โ€œThen youโ€™re being childish. You do know what you believe. Iโ€™ve raised you better than this.โ€

โ€œDad, heโ€™s never been rough or rude. Heโ€™s very kind, and he promised–โ€

โ€œPromised?โ€ Their dad questioned pragmatically. He never raised his voice. Not even in fits of extreme rage. Instead, he spoke so low that Laurence strained to hear him. โ€œNever believe the promises of men.โ€

Where was that advice three months ago?

Laurence trembled. Even though his dadโ€™s anger was not directed at him, he still felt it. Guilt settled into the pit of his stomach. He had just wanted his sister to be careful, but now she had to bear the full force of their dadโ€™s quiet rage.

โ€œOphรฉlie, my dear. You shouldnโ€™t spend so much time with him. Place more value in yourself, and donโ€™t believe silly promises.โ€

โ€œOf course, father. Thank you.โ€ Defeated, she sat down on the stairs and combed her hands through her hair, unbraiding it.

Their dad seemed to be satisfied with her response. He nodded curtly and turned his attention back to Laurence.

Marc honked again.

โ€œI guess I should get going. Thank you, Dad.โ€

He bowed his head to his father. With a kiss on the top of his head, his dad gave him his blessing.

โ€œJust be yourself. Go with God, my son.โ€

Laurence couldnโ€™t hide the smile that spread across his face. It was finally happening. He was headed to Paris to take lead on a high stakes business venture. He put his new suit jacket back into its bag and draped it over his arm.

Confident. Focused. Nice. Strong.

A lump formed in his throat. He was ready to lead. He wasnโ€™t ready to leave.

The wizened old man before him had cared for him, trained him, and prepared him for this exact moment. Laurence inhaled, filling his lungs with the scent of the old wooden house and his sisterโ€™s heavy perfume.

He exhaled.

Confident. Focused. Nice. Strong. 

He looked at his family. His father looked smug, grinning at him. Ophรฉlieโ€™s lips curled into a half smile.

New suit in one hand, duffel in the other, he walked through the door into the crisp Elsinore air.

โ€œLetโ€™s go to Paris.โ€


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